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2012-02-01T06:10:00.000-08:00

Day 2 of orientation today, its pretty good.. though the teachers are already starting to stress us.. argh.

So I met a few new guys, and talked to a FEW amk guys.. Its like, woah. New life shit. yea..

Hope to get into the four H2 thing and hopefully the scholarship, heh heh..hopefully.

So yea, thats..all i guess, update soon. soon.

So here's where our path splits.

2012-01-22T07:37:00.001-08:00

:D Its like..finally new year..

Tons of things done the past year, loads more next year.. blah blah blah.

Nothing much about the family visiting side, not like there's gonna be any change this year.. alright maybe alot :/

Can't wait to see the air guys though, although there's like a week of work till I meet them again.. :(

BUT OH WELL. speak of work. I love it, good working place with good people..i mean aunties and uncles to talk to.. Sadly, other than that there's nothing much, sadly.. Working till end of this month, hopefully i can get a sum to buy me the pair oif shoes above.. yea it looks gay whatever.

Alright, happy chinese new year guys.. may the year ahead be filled with fishes and stuffs..yea..

2012-01-16T07:57:00.000-08:00

Sup.

Working at 6pm tmr, till 2am. It..sort of sucks, but hey, at least I got to change my off day to thurs :D

Today was like a final break before new year as the weekends END and there's nothing much for the grocery dept to do..( But we're still impt, its just that we are prepared at all times.. ) So I went to find shei, man and kianny quite a few times.. so much so that his leader asked me to help them when its peak hours. Nah.

Work srsly robbed my life away, now its like..work comp sleep. Repeat.

Argh.

Actually can't wait to see the cadets again, even took the initiation to ask the NCOs..but sadly, no trngs this week. ()*&(&*%$^

New year's round the bend! happy new year all..whoever staring at this, muahaha finally can eat non-stop :D

Alright, more on the other side.. byee.. :)

2012-01-14T06:46:00.001-08:00

Sup. Pretty boring life nowadays..

Work, comp, sleep, training..

Guess work made life slower by alot, can't believe that I havent complete a month in work.. :/

Things had been going smoothly, on the surface at least..Don't really wanna touch the details till I get busy again..weird logic..

So to get rid of boredom, I actually did a few random things.. including singing all CNY songs in NTUC, talking to all the aunties in my lane, creating random "blogs", and playing mini games on the net. Guess that I should really enjoy myself before school, gonna mug again.. :(

Can't wait for friday, seriously..

2012-01-12T01:29:00.000-08:00

Alright, guess that its done.

Auntie promoters sure got the super power of persuasion..

Guess that I will start a new life with another batch of friends, and some old ones.. :/

Oh yea, was looking through remixes when I found this.

Awesome guy, although mostly classics but NICE. :D

Bye people..

2012-01-10T02:59:00.000-08:00

Results results results.

Guess we all put in our very best, and we shouldn't really be regretting now..

Like it or not, life goes on and we are all getting another chance at either diplomas or As so oh well, muz see open more. (Kan kai yi dian)

For those teachers I disappoint, which is actually quite alot, I am sorry. Its not that I didn't try my best or anything but yea, shouldn't had given you guys the promise of As.. Forgive me for the wasted time on all the crap I do in class yea? :)

So guys, lets just stop regretting and move on alright.. Once bitten, twice shy. For whatever regrets or disappointment you have now, turn it into motivation to blast through your next big exam.

Yea I sound like a preacher. Whatever.

Thats all, yea..

2011-12-30T17:00:00.000-08:00

Hey, this song's familiar eh?

Alright, so there's air bbq yesterday..

its true, it lost its..stuff. Although there's still laughter, jokes and all that, I..no we tot the bbq this year lost its colours.

Not because of the $321 price, although I am still complaining bout that. BUT WHY NO FWEELING DURING BBQ ONE?!

Whatever. Heyhey, so there's this new year's resolution right?

I wish, for me to be not that reckless.

Heh selfish wish, but ah well..

Bye then, blogger :D

2011-12-19T06:46:00.000-08:00

Hi all. I mean blog.

I FOUND A JOB! :D

And yea, I am proud of it..although its not the best-paying job, neither issit a job with the best environment. Its still beats rotting at home :)

Tommorow's my first day of work so yea, I WAN THAT FREAKING CUTE SANTA HAT. WHY U ONLY GIVE HAT TO CASHIER?!

Alright sry..went for "aero trng" today, turns out its cancelled due to the..cool weather.

Shall not comment furthur on, if not I will surely blabber out of point.. :/

Alright blog, bye :D

2011-12-18T07:32:00.000-08:00

Guess what?

COC ended, its like..everything stopped.

No more studying periods, no more stressful times, no more marching around and screaming.

Things seem cool now, like sloowww.

I am getting a job, hopefully I will get it (Obviously)

And I should stop posting emo stuff, and post more often.. Perhaps I should get a happy blog song! hm.

Change, i guess, is the only constant. While the constant, will change.

FUUUUU what am I talking, alright bye.

2011-12-07T04:38:00.001-08:00

Its like, 2 more days to POP for COC..

So close, really close.

Cant forget the time when I tot if I wanna enter this course, the time I made my mind and the time I went to the pre-course..

Sorry guys, I might not be the "great me" in the past.. but I shall try to make the new "greats" now, one change a time..

:D Stay positive

2011-11-02T05:07:00.000-07:00

Its been..around 6-7 papers into Os.

Not bad..except chemistry..
Woah that was, pretty..tsk tsk.

Hopefully can survive a few more papers..tmr bio. Argh.

Please please no mitosis and meiosis..

Meanwhile thinking of what to do after Os, during Os.

:D:D All the best!

2011-10-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

2 more days.

All the best people..

Relax, don't get mental block..

Cmon man we got too far to just blank out here.

CHIONG AH.

2011-10-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

Kianny showed me this video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xC9QuACymfc

Can go have a look.. Looking back at past posts and stuffs, guess I changed alot in my secondary school life.

It was like..an infusion never to be found again. An infusion of everything I never expected, an infusion which I want forever.

But I guess it all have to come to an end..and today SHOULD be the end..

With the last lesson we took it shall be the end. For anyone looking at this, anyone related to me somehow in my life.

I guess I will sort of miss you guys. Sort of. I guess.

Haiz, naggy thoughts. Argh.

2011-09-30T04:47:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT.

Today we shall talk about assumption. Or assume. Or anything related to it.

Firstly,

People ASSUME too much.
They don't know, no not at all.

A good result slip condemns someone to being nerd or lifeless?
A smile on the face confirms the happiness of someone?
Just an act of kindness means an ulterior motive?

What I say, is all this is a bunch of bull****.

Whatever the shit is, what we think might not be the truth.

So think, and check, before we start spreading rumors..

Alright should stop ranting. Mather fly Os in 3 weeks.

All the best guys, whoever out there staring at this post..to your Os and anything other than that.

Bye.

2011-09-24T17:11:00.000-07:00

Alright. Shall talk about this special thing, commonly known as 'Karma'.

Whats Karma?
A thing used to curse when one gets low, or is it just. It.
There's a myriad of answers to it for some believes in it as though its water to fishes, while others keeps it at arm length just because technology is the only thing they trust.

So, now. Whats the causes of Karma?
Simply put, the answer is 'you'. You yourself are the cause of your own fate, no one can cause your downfall, nor can others help you get a windfall.

Then, what are the impacts of Karma?
There's a lot actually, good and bad. For what seeds you sow, what fruits you get.

SO. my conclusion. fkin chee kueh, karma's biting hard..and it kinda hurts.

If only I can mind read. IF ONLY.

2011-09-23T06:57:00.000-07:00

Muahahaha..blogging cos I have, nothing to do..at least nothing i wanna do..

These few days pretty shag, results back..not bad..I guess..

I wanna treat myself to something, like..maybe a tub of ice cream..

Or maybe, just a trip..just one..to the Marina Barrage..

Idk..perhaps they call this 'occupation hazard'..

Feeling so..out now, like nothing's making me high..

And there's this itch to snatch a tx from air room and fly in the syntactic field. Alright I cant.

ARGHHHH.

Cmon mann, faster over pls..

I cant waaiitttt. wait. Nope I cant wait to cant wait.

2011-09-09T20:57:00.000-07:00

Went out with the AIR. gang yesterday..

For urm..moon cake festival and mum's bdae celebration..

Not much on moon cake festival, more on the bdae celebration..i would say..

Not bad, and you know..its good to be back in the gang again..

Srsly.. I enjoyed yesterday..

Thank you all..

And about COC, MAYBE. is the thing..

Its not the sirs, or zh that's bothering with the choice..

Neither issit the future part we have to play..

But more of..idk, just got this damn scared feeling..

I can't become one whom I swore never to be, for the one I might be will cause the downfall..

Argh.

The busiest of minds sure conceals the loneliest of hearts.

2011-07-26T08:02:00.000-07:00

Just got back Prelim 1 results..

Scraped through..I guess..

Must strive harder for Prelims 2..

Alright. So. Err..you posted it on Fb.

You know what? When I first joined my cca, I joined it cos I tot it makes me look cool flying the plane..

It might had changed, it might had not..

But that isnt important..

Never do anything for someone ( I know this sounds selfish but..yea. ) cos you will end up quitting once he or she is gone.

You understand anot..I might sound naggy but I wanna see you guys, lyk before..seriously..

Never make impulsive decisions..

haiz..

"Everything and More" by David Archuleta w/ Lyrics (GREAT HD quality) (N...

2011-07-16T16:51:00.000-07:00

He's Back!

Dying from studying..

Only got back maths for prelims 1..did soso..

But I learnt my lesson, only compete with urself..if not u're juz giving urself pressure..

And nope, pressure's not gonna help..

I cant wait. srsly.

Taylor Swift - The Story Of Us

2011-06-26T05:33:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to say.

And Dear Kian Sam,

COME LJ AND STOP CAUSING MY VIEW COUNT ON THIS DEAD BLOG TO JUMP.

alright..

All the best for everyone..for prelims 1, chinese oral and watever after that.

Cant wait, seriously..

Bye~ :D

2011-06-18T23:58:00.001-07:00

Bored.

Becoming Lifeless.

And still studying.

Haiz..

2011-05-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hi, not really having much time blogging..

Shall just bring it through of what happened the past few weeks..

Kinda boring, books everyday still..but its now chinese..haiz..

Overall scores got pulled down my languages AGAIN. My combined humanities improved :D

All the best for chinese Os in..2 days time.

"You determine the situation", and not "the situation determine you". Why suffer for others?

2011-05-10T04:05:00.000-07:00

Today's papers..haiz..cant focus much nowadays..

Then there's Amaths and physics tommorow..formula ttm. :O

...

All the best.

The vines dissolved to nothingness as the shade of despair faded, as I glanced around, the dream was gone. " So, the torment came not from the world..but from the soul..", I reminded myself constantly as I stared into the blank space. The raging war between the ripped thoughts waged on as I fell back into the deadly imagination. The pace quicken as the thoughts race, "Move on." The liberal extremists chanted as I continued to struggle.

2011-05-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

So, Politics.

The results were generally ok, with AMK to Mr Lee..Again..

Its NOT that I hate PAP, I am neutral. Maybe a little to the opposition but still, neutral.

After looking at WP win over Aljunied and Hougang, I must say I got a little excited..

Not really because I believe they will do a better job, but because I knew that PAP will work even harder for us..this will obviously mean more benefits for us..

You can say that I am shallow-minded, or that I am practical..but who cares?

Life's bout the best going to the winner, right? Wrong.

Now that I had said enough bout the winners, I shall move on to the..oh well, losers.

Ermm, the guy I srsly was hoping that will win? Mr Chiam.

20 odd years in politics, being a veteran in opposition parties..Isnt that enough to win over those PAP members? Cmon man, So what if he's old..He cares!

Not saying that PAP doesnt, we can see that in the rapid development of Singapore of course that you guys do, but..oh well, nvm..

Oh yea, another one..since I am in a extremist PAP supporters family, Dr Yeo..

Alright, I saw his face before. Yep he does alot for the country. Yep his team's strong..

But PM lee sure had missed the cue when he decided to send Dr Yeo against the "A" team of WP.

I mean lyk..cmon, you placed a bet. of TWO. not one. TWO ministers onto a high risk bet..

Worse still, the area's not your stronghold.

*Poof*

Guess this lesson was tough enough.

But oh well, overall..we got change which we wanted..isnt it?

Shit. Haven't even touched on Bio..it SHOULDN'T be hard to complete by tommorow..right? :l

The vines of despair grew rapidly as I continued shredding them apart. I looked and looked. Sanity, saturated with humanity, flew freely into the sky out of the horrid mess left. The words I said, now raced across the last few shreds of memory left in me.

2011-05-06T22:37:00.000-07:00

The only way to success, is to persevere.

The only way to fail, is to give up.

The only way to hate, is to disgrace yourself.

The only way to love, is to give.

The only way to remember, is to be involved.

The only way to forget, is to leave.

Behind every action, is a reason.

Behind every speech, is knowledge.

Behind every sacrifice, is courage.

Behind every set of eyes, are untold feelings.

Behind every brave front, is a weak heart.

Behind every life, is a thousand unspoken words.

The steps were clear. The path was set.

But the mind-boggling fog flooded the road in front immediately.

As I squinted my eyes towards the front, I see nothing.

The thought then came, "Was it all caused by me myself?" or "Am I the main cause of all these?"

I cant see, despair and ignorance gushed into my veins as I fell to my knees, still reluctant to accept to the gripping clutches of fate.

...

2011-05-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

The school now bans us from staying back to study. _l_

And so the SAP tested the 2nd library, Bishan.. Great studying environment and stuffs..but super low amount of seats ( Ended up bending down on a chair to do maths cause we cant see on the ground.. )

Decided that this is gonna be the last post before Os, all the best for everyone..in whatever's in front of you guys..talking to a website hoping against hope that someone will understand isnt that fun anymore i guess..

Oh well, bye.

Only when you see through the look on every single expression, can you then say that you understand her.

2011-05-01T02:59:00.000-07:00

Its for YOUR future, not mine.

Its for YOUR own good.

Don't study, and you will end up as a sweeper.

Issit me, or we're no longer fighting against the grades. But instead the people around us.

We study not for knowledge, but for recognition.

We study such that people will not look down on us, so that we can still stand proud and say " I scored higher than you "

We memorise passages, and remember ways to score. But we forgotten all about whats the importance behind studying.

We might have gained intelligence, but we lost humanity.

What is this? Education?

Jealously is now infiltrating into every single heart of students as we continue to strive on the crumbling remnants of "studying"

And WHAT, no longer WHO, we have now. are a bunch of robots, killing off each other for only results.

The days we fight for freedom, life and love are long over. The road will one day dry out, forcing us into nothing but a dead-end.

2011-04-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

Shit.

Why the fish?

How the fish?

What the hell's wrong with me. >.<

2011-04-27T03:12:00.000-07:00

L.I.F.E.

Love it for everything?

Or LOL its fucked everyday?

Fate.

Believe it, yet never follow it.

Tommorow's MYE, all the best.

Concentrate..don't screw up.

Avril Lavigne - Stop Standing There [Lyrics + HQ]

2011-04-26T03:28:00.000-07:00

Change. Beyond Recognition..

Jared Lee - It's Over (Goodbye)

2011-04-23T08:33:00.000-07:00

Gay date tmr with kianny, I MUST seriously study alr..

Lets just start slow with a 15 alright..*Prays prays*

Running : Aiya stop a while nvm one, later run faster.

After Run : Why had I stopped?? If not C liao..

Moral : Never stop chasing your dream, chase hard. And show no regrets..

2011-04-22T21:25:00.000-07:00

Wasted 2 days cos of hyperventilation..NOT g6pd..

Slept in the morning, and wide awake at night..

Guess it gave me tons of time to think..and think..and think..bout life..

Maybe I was too engrossed in whats in front of me, and forgotten everything around..

Perhaps I should slow down, and let fate take the wheel..

Oh well, guess fate did me good by letting me rest the entire weekends with no textbooks and worksheets..

Hope I can still catch up on Monday..

Project Lets-be-friends. On.

The Script - Nothing with Lyrics

2011-04-20T19:33:00.000-07:00

2011-04-20T05:17:00.000-07:00

I hope you are reading this.

I had accepted the fact that I cant understand girls.

They always say " Love's not about whether you are with her, its about her being happy. "

Hopefully, you will get the right guy who gives much more than me.

Alright, may happiness shine on you.

Before this ends, just wanna say..don't give too much into the impossible, as breaking your heart will mean mine shattered.

Bye.

if we ever meet again lyrics

2011-04-16T03:40:00.000-07:00

Song name fits the day..

ROD-ed today..

maybe some day i will tell my kids, hey..your dad was once in NCC(Air), and it's amazing!

Damn sad now, but oh well..didnt wanna spoil the overall mood just now by showing the 'sian' face..

Recieved dedications from you guys today, I wanna thank all of you guys for surviving a high-maintenance guy lyk me..and also for the great bonding we had today..

Special mention to GLSKF, kianny and saimen..SERIOUSLY, you guys are bros who never take flight when in need..I am also sry if I caused much trouble to u due to my immaturity..maybe someday we shall meet up for pool and stuffs..but guess what, you guys changed me..alot.. I noe I wont dare to say all this in ur face therefore i shall juz type it in here and hope that you guys can see this..

I seriously have too much stuffs to share with you guys, but guess we have to move on..

Please remember me, i wanna see you guys again..

The Script - Science and Faith with Lyrics

2011-04-14T05:33:00.000-07:00

Heard this song on 913..

You are the one that picked me up when I was feeling low.

You are the one that spotted the broken heart through the false smile.

You are the one that drove me harder to achieve my goal.

For all these, why cant I like you?

2 more days.

2011-04-13T06:32:00.000-07:00

Fate.

Some people believe it,
Some people go against it.

Some curses it,
While others praise it.

Whatever it is, the only thing I demand from fate..

Is for you to be happy.

2011-04-10T05:30:00.001-07:00

I might not say it, but I mean it.

Kianny I updated my blog, your turn!

2011-04-07T04:45:00.000-07:00

Quitting blogging..writing makes stuff easier to be expressed..

At least she cares, do you?

2011-04-06T06:55:00.000-07:00

Should get a diary.

2011-04-05T06:22:00.000-07:00

You are like my elevators,

And my plane's crashing down..

2011-04-03T06:47:00.001-07:00

I don't wanna fall again.

2011-04-02T05:27:00.001-07:00

14 more days..

JM asked me a damn good question yesterday, have I caused the unit to soar..or drop?

I cant answer..

I am sorry.

And went out with the usual gang today to buy stuffs to "Change our outlook"..

Had a great day, but thinking about how these days are gonna end sure hurt..

We will still meet right?

If life has a replay button, I will just replay it to the first moment I met you..

2011-03-31T04:41:00.001-07:00

I was too rash and regretful.

For this, I am sorry..

But I had been away for long enough, and its time for me to get back..

I need the answer..

IMU

2011-03-30T06:18:00.000-07:00

Pretty good day today. HCI's awesome, leslies united..

Its like 17 more days, I hope to say that I dont give a damn..

Soon, we will be like strangers..just saying hi when all of us pass by..

Come back, or move on?

2011-03-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

You guys might hate me someday..

but just wanna say, its a part of life, you can say you will never do it now..and you won't even believe you said that next time.

Contrasting ideas, as usual.

Oh yea, I know that you're kind and can't bear to hurt anyone.

But, if it is what it is. Say it, and I won't bother you anymore.

2011-03-27T01:44:00.000-07:00

I hope you arent just a dream.

2011-03-26T07:58:00.001-07:00

I can't understand girls.

Hints?

Leslie Lee's pretty sad..

Why let the judges judge your performance? You just need to know that you guys are better.

I doubt you will be reading this, but oh well..

2011-03-25T04:53:00.000-07:00

2/3 of my SPAs screwed up..alamak..

Today's Chinese oral. Stumbled, "err", "urmm" and "THEN" a lot. Nervous until I say the passage and convo so loud, causing 2 dogs behind me to laugh..but hey, at least the teacher didnt stop me but instead tell me to soften down k?

Oh well, i guess i'm now stuck to air. Without trng on friday also muz get into air room pa bang..haiz..

Oh yea. CCA Form, DAMN HARD TO FILL IN. 4 years of activities into a foolscap page, is my impact on others life srsly so little?

Tmr PDS comm, all the best to you guys

And SS test on tues, hope i pass it

AND english oral (T.T) on friday..i nid tuition.

Guess thats all, oh yea..to the sad one.

you MUST be reading this, stop demoralising yourself..

So what if studies are bad, just study more
So what if cca is bad, just ignore them all
So what if it fails, you never know if you never try

My only request, go for it. Even if it fails, you will still be finally in "peace". :D

2011-03-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

I didn't ignore you, nor had I gave up.

It's just my intuition to stand by you till you have the time for me.

2011-03-21T03:26:00.000-07:00

26 more days.

Conflicting Thoughts.

2011-03-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

Awsm gay date with kianny, smelly old man and auto..

Few things to take note :

Saimen : Cannot take rides that go round and round
Wen Shei : Scared of..ghosts?
Kianny : Cant be a pirate
Me : Cannot spin.

LOL. observations made by observing.

Guess the countdown should start now..

2011-03-15T19:25:00.000-07:00

Great family bbq yesterday..

Supposed to stay in chalet from monday till Thursday, but then now muz be lonerboi619..

3/7 of holidays over..still got tons of work not done..

If only I can find the pause button.

Talked to my dad bout my ROD, then he started said in chinese.

"Then you need buy another marksman anot, i going beach road"

Ftw.

31 more days.

2011-03-14T05:12:00.000-07:00

UAV visit today..oni 3 things that caught my attention.

1. Simulator
2. Eclairs
3. The collar pin-like thingy..

Yea..and sat mentioned something which seriously is true..

Can't split after ROD..

Obviously talk is easier than action, how i hope we this team of buggers will stay together forever.

My, I get delusional sometimes..

But oh well, we shall put our bond to the test soon..where all of us will start missing the holy times we screw everything upside down..

Time's almost up. I guess its time for me to realize my stand..

2011-03-13T06:23:00.001-07:00

I feel like an unwanted doll, thrown around at your command.

Just tell me straight in the face, I seriously don't mind.

Whats going on in your mind?

2011-03-12T04:40:00.001-08:00

Family Day today so yea..totally missed PDS comm..T.T

But oh well, they got into finals..TRASH THEM GUYS!!

Family day's alright, spam food until damn full..walk around to see dragonboating..look at our epic class..yea..

All these plus SK. Mr tong's kinda lyk screaming ( Acc to sat ) us aroun the entire morning..I guess i got the cut cos of the haste..

After that went to lan.

Oh wait, BEFORE that..actually wanted to go out with air guys after lan outing but FOOK. last minute cancelled cos of rain..-.- Sian TTM

Dota IH : 3 Matches..all well fought by various zai kias..

Awsm shit.

Now at home sore ttm, WHY? cos i am sore-ing over my lost sim card.

Damn sad..finally found an usable phone then sim card juz lost. How the hell mann..

And by any slight chance you're looking at this, I lost my phone and sim card so yea..cant really reply you..

I guess thats all..now sorely watching shark tales. Good old times..

2011-03-11T06:39:00.000-08:00

Overfire.

...

2011-03-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

I just want you to know..

I might not be good with words,

But I will walk till i bleed just to see you..

And I will give you everything just to see your smile..

I don't need you by my side,

I just want you to be happy..

And no, this is not from any like pages.

2011-03-07T06:23:00.000-08:00

Haiz.

Tick tock tick tockk..

2011-03-06T06:31:00.000-08:00

I guess it has to be this way..

:D :) :/ :X :( :# :@ :[

2011-03-05T06:13:00.000-08:00

Went out with imanuel and kianny today..for the first time, we didnt meet up for lan/pool but instead turn on to a gayer alternative of.. exploration?

It was fun, esp when there is no idea where you will be heading..

And we talked alot, from cca to the future..haiz, guess we'll soon be apart..

Oh yea, to you..

I just wanna talk. Nothing else.

2011-03-05T05:46:00.001-08:00

I am sorry.

2011-03-04T03:41:00.001-08:00

I always thought I broken the trend

I always thought you guys would be pleased if I made some sacrifices

I always thought you guys mean what you say

I always thought this was all true

I always thought it would stop sooner or later

I always thought we made a pact

I always thought that it is just me being sensitive

I finally trust myself

But its too late..

2011-03-03T04:09:00.000-08:00

Finally freed from tests..guess i will start working on more impt stuffs from now on..

Eh btw, juz random..I DONT LOOK LYK I AM FROM 4/5 MEH?!

2011-02-28T00:44:00.000-08:00

I asked you if I was PRETTY,you said NO
I asked you if I was FAT,you said YES OF COURSE
I asked you if WANT to be with me forever,you said NO
I asked you if you will CRY if I walked away, you said NO
I heard to much and need to leave as I walk away
You grabbed my hand and tell me to stay
Your not PRETTY, your BEAUTIFUL
The only thing FAT,or BIG is your heart
I don't WANT to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever
And baby I wouldn't CRY for you if you walked away I will DIE

Get the point?

2011-02-27T05:30:00.000-08:00

The feeling of failing. Not very good at all..

But the feeling of failing AFTER you think you succeed, is much worst

2011-02-25T04:17:00.000-08:00

They always say " You will understand someday.. "

Seriously?

2011-02-24T00:28:00.000-08:00

Best Facial Cream on my face today..took me lyk 20 mins? to finish washing them off..

Class Drama's finally over, watching the class so united sure feels good..guess its gonna be the last tym 4/5's so excited..haiz..

So. Next big event, guess it's ROD..ermmm, 51 days. more. to. ROD. Some ppl will be sad, some ppl will be happy, and some ppl will juz be lost not knowing whats next.. oh well, figured out life's lyk this..4 years, over and done with.

So much to say, cant be bothered to type.

Bye

2011-02-22T04:09:00.000-08:00

Dear Kiansam,

HAPPY BDAE. I tot brothers share almost same bdae?

Ps today cant do much, still have to do SKs..but aiya, life's short, enjoy it..

Lots to talk, no time to type. So yea, Sweet 16!

2011-02-19T23:55:00.000-08:00

I only want you to be happy. Nothing less.

2011-02-19T07:41:00.000-08:00

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you're nothing
You are perfect to me....

Yea. Its for you..

2011-02-18T02:55:00.001-08:00

There's always a day everyone's in bad mood..

why? ...

2011-02-16T00:54:00.000-08:00

Like this if you've ever liked someone, and had any of the following happen; have them
not like you back, have a girlfriend, move away or change schools, flirt with other girls constantly, not even want to speak to you, consider you a 'best friend' or too close of a friend, or just not want to be in a relationship.

...

2011-02-13T06:17:00.000-08:00

Awesome day..it started off in the morning, with kianny and jeremy.. I was surprised that they would come..Went to CNY celebrations, "Lau Yu Sheng" and blah blah blah..

Then it was Lan..started off with Blackshot..kianny screaming profanities while jere over there silent killer..joke.

Hom-ed with the two buggers and wii-ed..I DID MY SPEECHES HOMEWORK. finally..while playin wii yea..Jere playing bowling pwns mdm Jin's english..alright maybe not but yea..

Went to Pool after that..once again with the two buggers..they make one good team to spend a day..

Vegetarian fair after that..food got raped by china ( _l_ ) people..haiz..

Valentine's tommorow..

Wish All couples a long-lasting relationship
Wish All that have a crush to get him/her soon
Wish All that are single to find someone soon

And you, I tried already..did u even notice me?

2011-02-09T04:09:00.001-08:00

I am sorry.

2011-02-07T05:16:00.001-08:00

Hey, How's Life?

2011-02-06T06:46:00.001-08:00

I Just wanna see you..

2011-01-25T04:09:00.001-08:00

So. Confirmed?

2011-01-19T02:06:00.001-08:00

Its weird, when you help people in the same sticky situation you're in..but you just can't help yourself

2011-01-02T03:41:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, Not giving a shit works..

but i just cant help it..

How siaaa..

2010-10-12T06:56:00.001-07:00

Exams over.

Now what?

2010-10-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

I saw a guy with specs that look exactly like Franky..SERIOUS

Why think so much?

2010-09-17T00:29:00.000-07:00

chillis tried to add me. _l_ you chillis..Exams a couple of weeks away and NCC's still on my mind..

Looking back, it has been too complicated..complex minds, simple aims..

2010-08-31T04:21:00.000-07:00

Its Teachers day today..i wish all teachers happy teachers' day..

Its almost the end..ENDURE ENDURE!!

2010-08-28T02:28:00.001-07:00

Wasted.

2010-08-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

Life is always better on the other side.

It is.

2010-08-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

Win.

2010-07-31T06:09:00.000-07:00

Short Posts rule. Esp on a dead blog..

Watched Despicable Me..and urmm..the..merlin show?

Latter was un-understandable for me..yea..

I hope Aero gets better.

Bye.

2010-07-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

NOMAD, Awards Night, NDP.. then Aero Competition..

Wassup with Life these days?

2010-07-08T05:32:00.001-07:00

Epic.. Seen this on fb today.

Please Be Committed. Thanks.

2010-07-06T07:32:00.001-07:00

K..Aero's taking over my life soon..a few weeks left now..*Glups*

Saw something interesting today..

So they were spamming photos or issit my wall got prob?

Haiz..

2010-06-21T08:59:00.001-07:00

Hooked Onto MH quite badly..class 2/5's charlet tommorow and skul starts next week..havent even enjoyed YET.. is this what they call no life? Hmmm..

Anyway, was laggin today and saw this..epic fail mouse.

And I am still slackin..

2010-06-13T18:06:00.000-07:00

Spec Course in ONE day time..haiz..

Saw something Imbal (In my sense) today..

On a roll..

2010-06-10T21:06:00.000-07:00

Just Came back from B Camp.

Rocks TTM..

Now for Spec Course..Best in Platoon!

2010-06-05T09:19:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome..

Went to LAN with Saimen,Seow Meng,Tiu,Bonn,Kianny,Shuo Jian,Wen Shei and Samuel today..
L4D-ed for damn long and yea..laughed our way out..

Next,we slacked at both Bonn's and Saimen's house..Bonn's Desktop's LCD screen FTW..xDD
(Actually his neighbour owns too..)

RUSHED to the bus stop..oni to noe we werent "Late"..the first sight of Luo Cheng was E.P.I.C..
We Rolled on the floor, pretend to fall down and make god damn lots of slapstick jokes about it..xDD

Missed our Bus Stop..Obviously..(Cos of our SM lar..no senses of direction..) Got damn high on the way TO the actual spot for the ROM and I -Censored-

The Party was epic..
The Food was Nice..
Sat's Brother gave me entertainment..
Sat's Dance Rules..
The Dancefloor dance was Epic..
No one starved..(That includes me..)

So yea..WOOHOO~~

Campin in 1 day time..ready for tent-time?xDD

2010-06-03T04:22:00.000-07:00

And They Call This A Holiday?!

yea..super packed holiday this year..havent even touched my homework..

And yea, the "Leslie" who have the same name and talks like me, i have two suggestions for you.

1. Get out of here and stfu..

2. Use your own name, wan me to spell it out? "LCP ONG JUN KAI" <-- use that.

2010-05-30T17:49:00.000-07:00

Just when i thought that i was the ONLY person left to be racist..

The Start Of Racism

-Grandson cries at top of his voice-
My insensitive thoughts : Wa liao, si bei noisy lehh
Granpa : Ehh, Bu yao chao ar..bu ren hei hei lai zhao ni..

I cant figure out the word "Hei Hei" UNTIL i walked past a temporary house for bangaladesh workers..

LOL

2010-05-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

Damn Wacky Today..

Went for NCC(Air)'s Spec Course Refreshment today..

Morning, got hyper for no reasons and started to talk about Feroz's..You-Know-What..He eventually got pissed and yea, it became kinda comical..esp cos we were in SBS Transit..

Got to HQ and kenna scolded by USM (>.
The Refreshment course was fast..it was kinda fished to go up and teach Aero..it's ironic to see many blur faces..

Towards the end, I went with Snr Raynor ( Or Sir, if it is..) told me to get the G4 from him ( Which I later found out that it didnt work..)

On the way back..i became super hyper again..(Prolly cos they brought out the word "Black") Sang Baby on the bus..the malay guy was kinda pissed..by my "great" singing..(Or Lip-Singing)

Fun Overall..Good Luck for those going for Gold Wing, Spec Course, Sea Spec and yea..Mt Ophir..The End..

Oh Wait..All Level twos are in the same rankings..if you think you are bigger than us..then go and have a look at the Heirachy..NO matter what, the old system's no more..

2010-05-22T04:33:00.000-07:00

Crack.

Heart kinda broken..

Today's kinda..fished up..

And whats the factor that bans me from Mt Ophir?
A 3-year old Asthma Attack..

Fuck it. Argh..

But Thanks Guys for today..and yea, whats mine..will be mine..kinda useless to fight for anything now..

2010-05-18T06:27:00.000-07:00

Fished up results..

B3 - Physics,A Maths and Chem
C6 - Hist.

LOL @ Hist..epic fail for comparison..

Gonna concentrate on NCC now..MUZ STRIVE FOR IT!~!!